Saturday, March 31, 2007

Things that I hate about myself. - random post

I'm getting pretty bored now, and I want to blog, but I dunno what to blog, yet I still want to write something. Hence, I decided to write everything I dislike or hate about myself.

Things I dislike about myself :
Let's start with appearance... ( this may irritates u guys a bit, but if u guys cant handle this, go to the next point ya! )
1. my hair
I used to like my shining smooth silky hair when I'm in my lower secondary, but somehow I dunno what happen to my hair now. it's dry and get split ends very easily. Any products recommendation?

2. my nose
I really dislike my flat nose. How I wish i get shaper nose. Maybe I should play badminton with crystal. :P :P Internal joke between crystal and the gang.

3. my skin
this is the worst one. I have very very dry skin. Dun be fool by my acne free face, but u dunno how dry and bad my skin is. Very very bad.

4. my thighs
Lately I grow fat very easily and now the fats are attacking my thighs. :( have to exercise again. wooo..

5. my mouth and teeth.
I notice that I have some kinda weird mouth structure plus with my crooked teeth which brings down my confident to smile with my teeth in front of the camera. u guys should notice it why most of my pic i smile without showing my teeth.Dun ask me to go and have braces. I dun wan!

Yes, I know i should be thankful for what I am. I'm not really complaining or ask for a change la, it's just something that I dun think it's nice lo. Get what I mean? Girls alwiz complain about themselves.

6. Self esteem and self confident.
I have this severe problem about self confident. Honestly, I'm never confident in anything! Not even my drawings. I dun think I have any talent or good at something. Sometimes I do envy ppl with great self confident although they are not that great afterall. But it's kidna good that they have this confident thingy in them rite?

7. brains
Can I be a little bit smarter? Can I be grant for a wiser brain where I can learn faster, think better and be more analytical?

8. my limited freedom
I'm 19 going to 20 soon and I still dont get much freedom around from my parents. I have to go home by 11pm, can't go out so often, can't stay back that often even it's to study during exam week. Can I have more freedom please??? :) :)

9. carelessness and clumsiness
I'm a very very clumsy and careless girl. Frankly, I knock my head, hands, legs in alex's room for dunno how many million them when I walk, sit or whatever I was doing. Last year, I just lost my dad's digital camera in philippine which made my dad to be extremely angry and not talking to me for weeks!

10. Bad memory skill
I can remember things which are important to me. However, this is a slightly different case when it comes to studying. I cant remember most of the things I read. People jus need to read once to understand that sentence but I gotta read for four times to really understand it. Sigh... Maybe my way of studying is wrong...


Okay, so far that's the 10things that I dislike about myself. I know I have to be grateful for what I have now as many other children is worse than me. Maybe I should learn to accept it and be happy of who I am. But it does pissed me off when i feel so useless all the time!! Seriously, I dunno what I'm good at. Not a single thing... I dun even think any of u who's reading this can name smtg I'm good in. Sigh. I think I should stop whining and find ways to improve myself.

Friday, March 30, 2007

WHAT?? Not again??!!

Hmmm... me got tag again! this time by AZra. jaga you.. Hahaha
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Type your reactions when somebody saythese phrase to you..

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT? - Like that la.. so?

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU. - errr.. u siao ah? dun play la.

LEAVE HIM//HER ALREADY. YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME - How u know?
COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT. - Blek! smile*blush*

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK.- Wah! maths ah?? I suck at it la~

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU. - smile :)

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY? - stupid ques!

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME? - HELL YEA!! MIKE SHINODA here i come!!! woohoo!! omg omg.. linkin park.. oh my! mike shinoda.. i like him alot le.. he's so cool and... and.... ( no end )

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT? - no need to puji me la... i got ntg to gv u.

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU. - really? sorry but i have a bf

I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU. - Awwwwwwww.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T HIM//HER. - smack*

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?~ 012- XXXXXXX

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?~ oh my... sure. :) ( sorry, i love to dance la. )

MAY I ESCORT YOU?~ wahhh escort me? am i the VIP of the event or wat?

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM/HER TILL NOW? - love my ex, NO. Love alex, yes!

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED. - sigh.. guys with sweet words.

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES? - when i'm dead?
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I wanna tag........ errrrr... yerr... azra already tag everyone! :(

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Calculation vs Memorizing??

Since I was small I hated maths alot. I never like calculation. I never like maths. Although I do score in maths during primary school. Easy ma... only plus, minus, substract and divide. Then, when I entered lower secondary, I still dislike maths like before. This time it became worse, I'm bad in maths. Mathematics will always be a subject that I worry the most. However, I do have strong memorizing skill. Therefore, I'm always good in history and geographic. No matter how sucky I am in maths during form 3, I still score A in PMR. Pure luck I would say.

Then, form4 ahead. The greatest fear ever! Additional Mathematics. I have heard how tough this subject is, how my brother used to fail this subject and how complicated the equations are. Absolutely correct! This may sound embarasssing but I dare to admit that I failed all my add maths exam in form. Whole year fail. No kidding, you know it's possible to fail right especially with my attitude. So, I failed the whole year, I even failed my first paper which is "fungsi". The weirdest part was I pass the hardest topic taught in form4 which is logaritma. Hahaha.. weird huh? Yes, history and geography were still my strongest subject. But what's the use of it when I'm in pure science stream.

Form5, I was still struggling at my add maths and modern maths. Modern maths is known as the simplest maths. Much much more easier than add maths but I still did very badly every exam. ( Hush : my modern maths never exceed 65% before in my entire form4 and form5, sad right? ) Fortunately, I got amazing friends that time who willing to spend their time staying back to teach me maths, so that i'll improve. Of course with the help of my tution teacher who always aim me as a target whether I did my homework anot. Slowly, I learned to catch up and became very hardworking in completing my tuition's work. Here I really wanna thank CH and LHH for guiding and teaching me maths all these while. Thanks for your patience when u have to teach student like me. :) Hard work does pay off. I scored in my SPM and yet I still HATE maths as ever.

Today studying in university, I thought I could at least run away from maths but I was so wrong. Maths is everywhere unless you pursue law which is all about memorizing. So far, I've taken three maths not including calculation needed subject such as accounting. To my surprise, I slowly learn not to dislike it and slowly learn to accept it. Today, while I was struggling filling my brains with marketing information, I suddenly had this thought, " damn! I really hate memorizing all these notes! I rather do maths! ". Yes, I've said that, I prefer doing maths now. I enjoy doing my statistic, I think accounting isn't that bad as long I study it, I love financial management subject although it's full with numbers and formulas. Maybe calculation isn't that bad after all. I just have to give myself a chance to accept it, understand it and learn it. Memorizing is much much more tiring than calculating. Subconciously I think have already change my preference from memorizing to calculating. :) :) Now, let's see how well I can handle my calculation subject this sem.

Lethargic~

Im soooooo soooo sooooo tired! Just finished 2papers today. Yeap, 2freaking paper! At that very moment I really felt my brains is going to burst in no time. Anyway, I'm really glad that it's over. Not totally over yet, I have more midterms ahead but not as bad as having two papers in one day. Killing me so badly...

Marketing was hard, as in real hard. Financial management was okay.. got a bit tense up awhile because didnt manage to find answers for two parts but in the end manage to work it out. Mcq was okay... thank god I did some reading past few days. But I screw up my time line. I don't even bother to look at it when I'm studying. When I saw that question I just remembered that my tutor had mentioned that they always like to ask us to draw time line. Gosh, how can I be so silly to forget such detail. WHatever! I'm glad it's over. Finally I can get ONE good night sleep today. As for tomorrow? More battles to come! Accounting is next and the another following week, hahaha... marketing midterm2! Please please save me.

All I want now is a good thai massage and Bali spa. Argghhh... relaxing... soothing.... so nice. Probably i'll put some aromatherapy oil in my room later while listening to classical music. Need to calm down and relax my body before I enter the battlefield again. Will be sleeping a little bit early tonight. Can't take it d...

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

DeStresS....

I've been tagged by Eo!! Good aso la.. to destress.. sigh.
1.color of most clothes you own?Used to be black but now many different colour already.
2.number of pillows you sleep with?1pillow, 1blankie and 1 kaola. :P
3.where are you right now?In my brother's room
4.what were you doing 12AM last night?Studying for wednesday midterm :(
5.how old will you be in 10 years?30. :(:( so old. Stop reminding me that I'm getting older.
6.what do you think you'll be doing in 15 years?A famous well known fashion designer who have my own brand and hopefully can enter the international market. :)
7.do u have braces?Nope, one of my primary school dentist said I dun need one but I guess I need one now... ugly teeth. :(
8.are you paranoid?nope..
9.describe your wallet? black in colour, is a christmas prezzies from alex :)
10.your alarm clock?my hp alarm. lol. Need two alarms to wake me up. The second alarm will be my mum :P
11.your hair?originally black but now very dark brown.
12.tooth brush?Darlie. Have been using it since I was born.
13.what color are your eyes?I really wish it is dark brown but unfortunately is black :( But nvm, im using colour contacts now, so i can have any colour i wan. Kekekkee. Eo, alex got a very nice hazel brown eyes.. seriously.. I damn jealous wei.
14.unforgettable enemy?Don't have any particular ones.
15.first play/musical/performance?In primary school, standard 5 i think, involve in malay culture dance and was in an instrument band. Lol. I played the flute la, ntg special.
16.last movie seen in cinema?That was pretty long ago. I guess will be the god of gamble gua.. cant remember the name. Hahaha.. funny show.
17.last person you yelled at?hmmmm.. let me recall... I guess probably during form3 when I yelled at my classmate. Kacau me somemore la! I'm well known as the lioness in my school.. especially in primary. Since form 3 I never yelled at anyone d.
18.last crush? Well, I would say my current bf alex. I had a crush on him on the first day I met him. :P:P. Well, still my last crush rite?
19.last shoes worn?My jeans heels. I wan a new one!
20.last ice cream eaten? The ice cream that we sold during GACC. Yummilicious.. come come! come buy our ice cream... its only RM1. promote promote.
21.last word written by hand?15minutes ago... it wasnt a word, it's a number.. was doing my finance management tutorial.
22.last time you wanted to die?lol.. I cant remember, but I alwiz felt like killing myself when im depress.. yea stupid right? I even think of a way to die which I wont feel pain at all.
23.when was the last time you went out at night?errrr... saturday. Went for satey celup with my god aunt and brother. :)
24.what was the last song you heard?my friends singing.
25.what is it about the opposite? errrr??
26.what do u want to do now?Take a nice break away from assignments and exams!!
27.what's the first thing you ate this morning?A&W curly fries.
28.what's that one song you never get over?I believe in you.
30.fave day of the week?Fri -> Only 2hours class, and get to see the whole day :) :)

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Two Sided Face.

Have u ever notice that some people around you have two sided face? Do you have friends like this? I DO. Not one but a few. I can't deny that I kinda get irritated with people like this. Acting nice and sweet in front of me and behind the scene started to back stab you like hell. Can I consider this as betray? Maybe not, she just back stab me that's all. Yes, she was once my close friend, my best friend and I thought we will be forever. However, due to her egoness, pride and jealousy, I became one of her back stabbing victim. I really can't accept it when my another friend told me that how my close friend say bad things about me in front of my ex-schoomate and how she called me a bitch where I just ask her bf ( which is my good fren ) whether they mind giving me a ride back home anot. Just like that I've been called a bitch from my BEST FRIEND. I think I wouldn't know this forever if my friend didnt tell me about this and I'll always thought my close friend is a sweet and nice girl. Here, I DARE say that no matter how much I dislike a person, I NEVER call anyone a bitch before in my entire life! I know many of you does, but I don't. I'm not trying to brag or what, it's just that I think it's rude to call someone a bitch even though that particular girl is unbearable what more my best friend. And now my close friend called me a bitch for nothing?! If there's anything you don't like, tell me straight to my face, not trying to act nice and sweet in front of me and behind my back screw me like hell. Another case was a friend of mine dislike this particular person from the beginning, and guess what? Now that friend of mine is sooooooooooo close with that person. Weird rite? In front of me saying how bad that person is and try not to mix with them if possible but now.. haha. People, cant be predicted. They may smile at you everytime u see them but what's behind the scene, you'll never know. After all, this is the real world that you'll face in the future isn't it?

Friday, March 23, 2007

Busy Busy Week

Just like every sem, there's this one month where I'll go completely berserk about midterms, assignments, projects and finals and yet I have to go through this whether I like it or not. Yeap yeap yeap, this is another hectic month for me, with midterms within these 3 weeks and assignments due date in another few more weeks and two of them in 5days time. Die die die, that's all I can say every sem. Stress stress stress is how I felt every sem. Probably that's what a student have to go through every semester.

I just done with my statistic mid term on Wednesday, the paper is ok and hopefully I really did well. Finger crossed* Now is another battle, a stressful weekend where I have to struggle to complete one critique essay by Monday, statistic assignment by Tuesday and Marketing and Managerial Finance mid term on Wednesday. Of course due to my laziness and as a full time procrastinator, I've been procrastinate a lot alot. I delayed and delayed every work; I delayed studying. Smart! Now I will have sleepness nights till Wednesday. How to finish 4chapters of marketing and 4 chapters of financial management in 5days weiiii.. cham lo.

Sigh, guess I better stop whining about this as I know everyone right now is going through the same thing as I am. One main lesson here, NEVER ever do last minute work! Well well, I have been telling myself this for a zillion times but too bad, I'm still a lazy bum, I still do my assignments near to due date and I still study a few days before exam. Wait, don't say it's cool or whatever okay? It's suffering~ suffering like hell! I can predict that on wednesday I'll go completely insane and crazy, or maybe running around mmu ( not naked mind you! ) or perhaps screaming and letting go my anger at my close friends and bf, or maybe stone when I'm totally lost. Just pray hard that I'll stay calm until the very end or if u see that there's something different in me, then it's advicable to stay 100 metres away from me to avoid any serious injuries. :P Kekekkeee..

Oh ya, my dad bought a new canon digital camera but he didn't tell me about it also. Probably due to the past incident where I lost his camera in Philipine. Careless careless me :( :( woo hoo... Anyway, I might try to camwhore a little with that brand new camera of coz without my parents around otherwise I'll get scolding from dad again. Okay, enough of blogging, have to kick my ass off this chair and start working on my studies... die die die...

Monday, March 19, 2007

Lucky VS "Lucky"

Ahem... Today's post will be all about how lucky and " lucky " am I today. What so "lucky" happened to me today?? Hahhaaa. Okok, lets go back to this evening at 4.50pm where I was still in the library studying for wednesday exam. Just to realise I had to rush for my tutorial class which is at 5pm. So, I packed my stuff and ran straight to CLC, waited for the lift and went in together with another 2 unknown students. Suddenly, the lift stopped and we heard " ..... Please press the emergency button...." Damn! That was our first thought when we heard that sound. So one girl and I kept on pressing the bell button til someone respond to us asking us. " eh... are u guys ok? " " How many people are there?" " Hey! Need ambulance anot?!!" wth. Hahahhaa.. Anyway, the girl and I talked and talked while waiting for someone to save me and of coz we were very late for our class. The technician came to the resque half an hour later, consider pretty fast if compared to the guy who got stuck in the dark lift for more than an hour. hehee.

The another lucky news is BAC which is my management accounting paper is postponed to later date. Wee!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy happy joy joy, but heck, wasted all my four days studying accounting instead of statistic. Well, at least I did study my accounting. Hee :P :P Now let's not hope it postpone to the 28th or else I'll kill that freaking lecturer who set it because I have another 2paper on that day itself! okay, that's about it about my lucky day. Lol... Gosh how can I forgot to buy TOTO. :P :P toodles, back to study.

GACC.

Well, GACC was a blast! At least for me la~ and I heard they said this year is better than last year. Woohoo! Anyway, GACC is all about games and anime. So they have character drawing competition, games competition, cosplay competition and so on... Khei,Azra, Hizami, Kalai, Damia, Su and Me was outside selling ice cream which made us kinda panic when we hardly can sell more than 10 in the morning. Fortunately, with the hot weather in the afternoon and khei's beautiful and melodious voice shouting " I-Scream( ice cream), I-Scream,I-Scream... One Ringgit One Ringgit One Ringgit " for few hours caught the attention from the people around there. By 4.30pm, people starting to feel "HOT" and came to buy non stop up till 6pm. WOW! Khei's voice works! Khei has this special ability where other singers don't have. For some people, when they start to sing, it rains but as for khei, when he sings, it shines so bright and hot which is good for us. Heee... I'm not being sarcastic here or what k? But I tgh "puji" you. Lol.

After my long boring 3hours duty at the booth, I finally got the chance to rush to the hall to check out what GACC provides and I'm kinda surprise of the success of this event. It was full with people from everywhere. Even my friend from Cyber came down, Val and Audrey came to have a look and my long lost friends which I din meet for nearly 2years suddenly appeared. Hee.
Here are some of our self-pose pictures that we took just now. Kekekee.. All three of us were so excited to snap a picture or two with all the cosplay character. heee. These are only one small portion of it, I promise I'll get more of today's picture from my friend tomorrow okie?? :) :)

Mua personal favourite picture! :P
she soooooooo pretty.........
She kinda get bored of taking pictures with people
don't we look cool!!!!



Death Note



Okay.. that's it. More pictures to come tomorrow ya! :)

Saturday, March 17, 2007

PAIN!!!

PAIN!! It hurts sooooooooooooooo badly. I talking about my tooth here, my so called "wisdom" tooth is growing and it really hurts. Arggghhh... Okay, I got many comments like " hey! finally u have a little bit of wisdom!" " wah.. now only u have ur wisdom tooth ah?" " oh ya, I know it hruts badly coz I got mine few months ago". Hmm.. Interesting. Anyway, I told my mum about this yesterday and she came out with this good method. Mum said according to those old old people last time, they said if we use "asam" and rub it against the gums, it'll will reduce the pain. Okay.. I never heard of that kinda method before but there's nothing wrong to give a shot right since I desperately need some painkiller to relieve the pain. So I took medicine and also try using asam and rub against my gums. Guess what?!! It WORKS!! It just took me 10minutes and all the pain is gone... errr.. not forever la, it came back the next morning. So I continued using that method until now. Now I really wanna thank all those old old people who found this method when there's no pain killer those day. Thank You, u save my life!!!! As for now, I hope this tragedy will end soon bcoz I dun wan it to affect my study mood and on my examination day. So, wish me luck and hopefully I'll be wiser this sem. :) :)

Thursday, March 15, 2007

A BIG SHOUT OUT TO MY JI MUI, VALERIE!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL!!!

and

Congrats to you for ur STPM result!!!




Wishing you a happy marvelous birthday and always stay happy happy ya! Stay pretty and cute always and most important is to finally find ur true love. :)

xoxo- lene

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Me Heart Il Divo!!

Okie. I'd just wasted two hours of my study time on Youtube and I was very glad that I cmae across some video of Il Divo. I really love their voice so so so much! Some songs even made me felt like crying... pai seh. So here are some videos of them, hope u guys enjoy it. Oh I like Urs the most because he has such a great voice and of coz.. CUTE! lol. :P :P and of coz sebastian too who cried whenever he sings the song "without you". and carlos deep voice.. meltz and last but not least david's high notes. Hehee. The best part is they can sing with their powerful voice unlike most of the current singers who only sound nice in studio. :) :) Love Il Divo.






BUGS ATTACK!!!!

Saw those tiny little bugs in the pictures below?? Eww they are so gross!!!! Introducing the bed bugs!!!!! drum rolls* and YES! my brother's room, parent's room and MY room are affected by those tiny little pest. This is so annoying. This is the 5th day I slept on my sofa every night because of those freaking bed bugs.



It was back to past 5days, while I was sleeping on my bed. Suddenly I saw something crawling beside me and i turn on my hp light and shined at it. Ewww.. nasty little bug. So I decided to have a check on my bed and... oopps.. there's one... and another one over there.. and one more on the wall. Smash* I quickly took my pillow and blanket and went outside and slept on my sofa. The next day, I found that my brother was sleeping on my bed and I was about to know what's going to happen next. Once he woke up, he started to tell me that he had been biten by mosquito again. His whole body is ful of insect bites and at that very moment I told mum. " Mummy, I suspect that my bed has bed bug. " Mum was shocked. "What? bed bug? I never gone through something like this, bed bugs?? oh where izzit? shwo me. " Then I showed my mum and yes there are lots of them under my bed. Lots and lots of them! This really get on my nerve.

Without further delay, Mum and I quickly remove our cushions and matress and dried it under the sun hoping it'l kill those nasty bugs or at least chase them away. Well, it kinda worked. Most of the bugs were gone. No sign of bed bugs. However, me feeling insecure insist of sleeping outside for another day to make sure there's no longer any bed bugs in my room. Unfortunately until TODAY, there is still bed bugs in my room and my parent's room!! ARGHHHHHHHH!! How can I get rid those nasty pest. Get out from my room!! This afternoon, mum sprayed a chemical where we used to kill those white ants and it works. Too bad, now the room stinks! I wonder how long will it take to really ged rid of those pest. Sigh... Anyway, I can't complain much about it, that's it another on the sofa.....



blood sucker pest!!!!


EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.....

Jonker walk.

Yesterday night, Val messaged asking me whether i'm free to go jonker with her tonight or anot. Since I'm so free ( well.. not really free actually ) so I agreed. We went and fetch Audrey at 8smtg and headed to Jonker. As usual, jonker is crowded with people and it's so hot and stuffy there. I didn't buy anything, but Val and Audrey did. Our first stop was one of the earring stall. Val was impressed with the cheap bargain which is 5pairs for RM10. Really a good bargain! So they she goes, spending more than half an hour in that particular shop searching for earrings. Audrey and I waited til we kinda get fed up and decided to introduce Val some earrings that we found. Of coz to speed up the time la. Hahaha.


The first 5 earrings that Val bought.

Next, Audrey recommended us a new sushi stall which Val and I didn't came across before. Oh my god! those sushi were great! Yummy.. I can considered the same standard as Sushi King. The best part is the price. It's freaking cheap!! cheap cheap cheap!!! See those sushi picture that i posted down there? All that only cost us RM16!!! Now I really wana bring alex and try it next time. Hehheee... yum yum.








After filling our stomach with delicious sushi, we continued window shopping along the street. On the way back to our car, Val spotted anotehr earring stall and guess what? Yeap, BINGO! Ooopss she did it again, she bought another 2 pairs of earrings. This time she shared with Audrey.

Sigh... Val Val, will never changed. hahahaa.. anyway, tat's all about it la. Oh ya, to my surprise my dad didnt scold me for coming home late!!! I reached home at 11.35pm. My oh my.. that's like once in a blue moon. Hahhaha.. guess I'm just plain lucky today. :P :P

Friday, March 09, 2007

SPM result out on Monday.

This evening, I heard from radio that SPM results is coming out this coming monday. Well, at least time I'm not the one who's taking the result just like 3years ago. Wow, time really flies. Without noticing, I left school for 3years already and obviously I'm getting older and older each day. Soon to lose my teenage years and soon to be 20 year old. How sad. Anyway, back to the topic, mum told me that there's someone who scored 19As in SPM this year. When I got the news my first thought was " WTF??!! 19As??"

What's wrong with people nowadays? or should I said what's wrong with Malaysia's education system? I still remember to score an A in SPM those day was tough. What's with malaysia education system letting everyone to score A so easily?! So that they can get a hall of fame? To let everyone knows that Malaysia do have geniuses? or just to show off to our neighbour country ( Singapore ) that we have many students who score straight As and we made a huge leap in our education system? Yea right!! In the contrary, I think that Malaysia education system had disgraced themselves! Disgraced the intelligents of Malaysians! Disgraced the country! Sooner or later, SPM will just be some kinda joke to other countries.

As for the one who scored 19As, first of all CONGRATS but then I just think that you are plain dumb. Sorry no offense but what benefits will you get by doing so? Taking 19 subjects at once to break the previous record?? Or just so that you will be in front of the press? or perhaps get a scholarship or something?? First thing first, why the hell you have to torture yourself with all this burden? Does breaking the SPM record that important to you? and do you think scoring 19As in SPM will confirm you a bright future? Hell NO!! Not when you step into other people's land. Try going to US or UK, U might just be an average joe there. Just like my friend said, getting many As in SPM doesn't mean you are smart or good in everything. Come on, nowadays scoring straight As is a piece of cake for many other kids. What makes it different is not only the knowledge u have but also the experience, the new things you learned along the path of your high school journey. What's the use if you score many As but do not have extra cocurriculum or fun in your life??

Now I get what my friends said when they said malaysia education system SUCKS!!!!! coz it really SUCKS!! To be honest, I'm really looking foward for next year's SPM results, I bet some other nerdy freaks going to break the record by scoring 20As. Hahahaa.. damn sad for them.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Earthquake in MMU??

Today about 1smtg, suddenly students rushing out from the library and some saying we are required to evacuate due to earthquake. In the first place, they did not specify what exactly happened back then. All they did was " hey, we have to leave this building la.. earthquake la!". 1hour before that incident, my friend told me that the FBL building had been evacuated. Rumors said that FBL building shook and there's earthquake happened in MMU and one guy fell into the hole. Hmmm.. how ridiculous. What really happened was there's a magnitude 6.3 earthquake in Sumatra and according to the news, buildings within 400km are required to evacuate. So there we go, no more classes after that. Just now, my friend mentioned that my another friend felt the table in FBL shook, that's why FBL been evacuated first. So I guess FBL shook wasn't really a rumor.



Anyway, all the students and staff left MMU and even my night replacement classes canceled. Hmm, izzit a good news that we don't have classes or izzit a bad news? Perhaps is a bad news after all, which means more people died in Sumatra. Sigh... when will all this disasters end? Wil it be a sign to show its the end of the world???

Fashion fashion fashion...

I'm so into the shopping mood now especially when my wallet is filled with $$$. Of coz those $$$ I'm talking about is from the ang paos I collected during CNY. Collected about RM600 but I already spend RM 70 I think for new pair of contact lenses, top ups and food. Now I'm wondering whether I should get myself a brand new hp or get myself with lotsa lotsa clothes?

Last two days I went on9 and came across a few blouses that I currently like from Padini Authentics. Have to go look around in DP. Hopefully it isnt that expensive. :( So here they are, those that I like :









I like this dress, but I like it more if the dress without sleeve. :) I WANT! I want to go shopping now.. NOW!!




Monday, March 05, 2007

Here's a post to one of my friend. U know who u are okie?

Hey, I just read about ur problem in ur latest post. First of all, I wanna apologize if I'm not there for u okie? Sorry, was really stressed up with my studies and other stuff. Anyway, regarding what you wrote in your blog, u left ur gf just to "test" her love towards you? and when she's still together with u, she told u that she still loves u and doesnt want to break up right? So after breaking up, she went out with another guy who is chasing her for 4 years and she kissed him?! Heck, taking that guy as a replacement aint a good explanation for her to kiss him okay.... Yes, both of u broke up d, but dun gv stupid excuses that he's just a replacement. Worst of all, u asked her back? OH MY! that's ur stupidiest mistake u can ever do in ur entire life. Not to say I'm condemning ur gf or what. She's once my close fren too, but what she did was insane. Well, not exactly. What I meant was if she wants to go around kissing other guys its fine with me and u have no right to said her. Now the point is she gave lame excuses after kissing that guy. Cut it off man. U another one, after what she did to u and u still want to beg her back? Come on la, u know how much u hurt the days when both of u were together. U think both of u will work out well when it clearly shown that both of u cant for the past few months??!! Be realistic. Don't let the pain get over u okie? Stay through ur stance and alwiz believe u r right. Now she can kissed a guy and give u the excuse that he's a replacement, then what if next time she have sex with him and said he's a replacement then. Saw the relationship between true love and giving lame excuses?? That's different okie? I dont see my ex or my fren's ex after breaking up, go round kissing another fella and claim that he/she is just a replacement. That's all bullshit okie?! Family problem, how can u accept a girl who doesnt love ur family? How are u going to survive if u married her one day? U'll be the one who suffer, being the middleman. Who are u going to help then? ur mum or ur wife? think about that. Last few week u just made ur decision to break up and do u know people around u started to cheer for u? saying " well done! he should do it earlier!"? Anyway, it's still ur problem. U are the one who decide whether what is right and what is wrong and we, all ur frens really hope u dun do any stupid mistakes. So think wisely... always remember, the person u known last time doesnt mean will be the same person now.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

random post tagged by Miss Azra

Gosh, now I had been tagged by Azra for doing this. Hmmm..

Layer One:On The Outside
Name : Adelene Yeo. Nicknames?? Better not write it here or else I'll be famous. :P
Birth Date : 29th June 1987
Current status : in a relationship.Eye Colour : black but its now brown due to my contact lenses.Hair Colour : Original colour is black, dyed it to very dark brown.Righty or Lefty : Righty.

Layer Two :On The Inside
Your Heritage : Hainan and Nyonya. Your Fears : Getting bad results, cockrocaches,lizards,anything gross and me being so dumb.Your Weakness : Low self esteem and confident,stupid, dumb, not analytical,untidy..it takes a whole list man.Your Perfect Pizza : More cheese and pineapple :)

Layer Three :Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow Your Thoughts
FirstWaking Up : 11smtg :P.Your Bedtime : hmm.. not specific time, usually 2am.Your Most Missed Memory : Being in high school.

Layer Four :Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : None of them. McDonald's or Burger King : None of them too, prefer KFC.Single or Group Dates : Single dating please. Adidas or Nike : Nike.Tea or Nestea : TEA!Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate is HEAVEN! Cappucino or Coffee : Cappucino.

Layer Five :Do You..
Smoke : Nah, hate ppl tat smoke.Curse : seriously in my whole life I'm proud to say I curse less than 10times! Take a shower : Like duh! Have a crush : Not anymore.Think you've been in love : Yeap, I am.Go to school : Used to, now in uni. Want to get married : certainly if i can maintain this relationship well. :) Believe in yourself : Nope, never. Thinkyou're a health freak : NAH.. but I do like sports alot.

Layer Six :In The Past Month
Drank alcohol : Yeap, last year in philippines. Gone to the mall : Of coz. Been on stage : That's quite sometime ago, but heck, I have stage fright. Eaten sushi : Yeap yeap. Dyed your hair : Yes, dark brown- cashewnut brown

Layer Seven :Have You Ever..
Played A Stripping Game : hahaha.. will never do that. ChangedWho You Were To Fit In : Yeap.

Layer Eight :
Age You're Hoping To Be Married : huh? ask him dun ask me.

Layer Nine :In a Girl/Guy Best
Eye Colour : Dark/light Brown. Best Hair Colour : black or dark brown with alittle reddish. short or Long Hair : prefer short.

Layer Ten :What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago : Reading azra's blog.1 Hour Ago : shopping in tesco with my mummy dearie.4.5 Hours Ago : gambling session with my family :P.1 Month Ago : wah... too many to state in down here.1 Year Ago: enjoying my life in uni.

Layer Eleven : Finish The Sentence
I Love : keen,chocolates,spagetthi,music,arts,designs,fashion. IFeel : like a dumb girl. I Hate : myself, everything about myself.I Hide : my relationship from my family. I Miss : philippine :(. I Need : to be more hardworking and start studying for my quiz once I finish this post.

Here u go! Im outta here~ study study study. :(