Happy New Year :)

Grrrrr.. I just wrote a long post and accidentally deleted everything! bah! Won't be writing all over again.. happy new year everyone :)

It's cliche when every new year approaches, we tend to list down our resolution for the year. Haha. Me myself did not even stick to my 2007 resolution.. being my true self of being a lazy bum, full-time procrastinator, it is hard for me to stick to my resolutions every year. LOL. So this year i don't see the point of listing down list of list of resolution where I can't fulfill it right? hehehe..

Anyway, since it's been sort of a norm, I'll still list down my resolution for 2008:
*thinking hard*

1) Be good, more responsible, loyal and hardworking ( I already sense that I cannot do this. lol )
2) Pass all my exams with a minimum B+ in every subjects.
3) Do well in my 4months industrial training.
4) Be mindful for every actions I take.
5) Learn new things every year

6) Be more optimistic

7) Be more happy and cheerful

8) I'll fill in the blanks later.. :p

There you go, 8 resolutions for 2008. I won't be able to fulfill all my resolution if I keep on listing the "unreasonable" ones.

What have I achieved in year 2007?
- Somehow I feel that I'm smarter a little after passing through all 12stages in Travel IQ. LOLX. I have high geographical IQ okay and I am proud of it. :P

EVERYONE!!!

Goodbye 2007, here comes 2008!

May this year brings us more joy and happiness

Bring along good memories of 2007 forward

and leave the bad ones behind. :)

p/s: thanks keen for calling all the way from Bangkok although u mistaken the time zone in Bangkok and Malaysia. It's the same time zone la.. Gong! Hahah.

Away

You just left 2 and half hours ago, but I'm missing you so much already. :(

Promoting My Friend. Haha

Haha, SPY just uploaded a video of my best friend, so here am I to promote him in my blog again. LOL. Poh Y'ng, I think we should be his manager, get him a record deal and we'll earn golds! muahahhaa.. evil thoughts. :P Don't u like that idea? Honestly, I kinda miss his singing very much. It's been years since I hear him sing live ( not from your video ). Anyway, all the best to you chun hwee! :) Just remember your promise when u become famous ya. hahahaa. Since this post is about him, I shall elaborate a little bit about him if any girls out there is interested in him. :P

Name: Goh Chun Hwee
Age : 20
Talent : Obviously he can sing, he plays the guitar, he plays the piano, he compose songs, i think he can play a little of drum, he can draw better than anyone I know, he's good in magic ( haha ), he plays yo-yo.

Not only that, being fake by his "ah beng" look, he has something that many people doesnt expect him to be.
1. He may look selekeh, but he's actually not bad looking.
2. He is a smart ass. He's a future doctor, studying medic now.
3. He speaks fluent french.. yea I know girls.. the sexiest language! LOL

Unfortunately, he's attached to someone now, so sorry la babes. Here are some of his videos, to view more, please go to www.youtube.com and type " aiwoavril " for more videos.

p/s: oh gosh, I'm so gonna charge him for promoting him in my blog man!!

Going Crazy..

" Thanks " to all the people out there if one day I'll be anorexic or obese!!! This kinda issue doesn't really bothers me when I'm still in my secondary school, but it does now, "thanks" to all those who contributed. Ha Ha, this is not funny.

It is good to hear from other people's opinion about your body, how you look, whether you are too thin or slightly overweight and so on, but too much brings more harm than good to us. This happened to me when I was still 55KG ( yes, I dun mind letting everyone to know my weight ) where people started complaining that I am fat, or a bit fatter.

Initially, to me it is sort of a good news because all I knew my aim at that time is to gain weight as many people had say that I am too thin for my height. However, the " u fat already la " is a critism rather than a complement. Okay, nevermind, maybe I gain too much weight then so I decided to control my eating habits ( no, I dun diet.. never! ) by not stuffing more food into my stomach even if I'm very full. Eventually, after a month or so I dropped to 52KG. I was excited of course for loosing some fats but here comes the horror.

My friends that I did not meet for months said this :
" wah lene!! ni shou liao le.. what u did wor... too thin d la! anorexic meh? "

Another friend of mine :
" wah.. why your hand so thin now? "

My cousin :
" wah... u thin d le... dun thin somemore le! "

In fact there are more of them who said this, the problem is they are also the one who said that I am so fat when I was 55KG. I only drop 3KG and now said I'm too thin and even anorexic?! What the hell you people want wor... 55KG too fat, 52KG too thin. You want the exact weight of 53.5KG is it?!!

I'm so sick of this already, if I kept on thinking what you guys think about me, probably one day I'll look like the anorexic model above or maybe I'll go obese like the picture below. Don't blame those anorexic girls by saying they are stupid and stuff.. because all your words contribute to every single thought they have in thinking that they are fat. No doubt, a pen is mightier than a sword, but your mouth is more poisonous than any poison on earth! Remember that!

For now, I couldn't care much on what you guys wanna say about me. Whether I'm too thin now or I'm still fat now it is none of you business anymore. As long I am happy with it, I'm done with it. I have big thighs, so what?! it is not your thigh, so it is not for you to concern. I have big ass, so what? At least I don't have a flat ass. No one is perfect, and I am not heading towards perfection. I have dark complexion, I like tanne skin rather than fair skin, so be it. If you don't like it, that is your problem and you have to figure out your ways to settle that. That's it, I love being myself again.... no point suffering in pain where people still comment or criticize about you because you will never be perfect. :) People, not everyone is born with a perfect skin and pretty face okay? So no point comparing yourself with the lucky ones.

Cont' ( more evening gowns ) & Merry Christmas

I'm so sorry for not updating any events or any interesting... Don't ask me what's with all the post about my designs. Heee.. lately, I'm in the mood of drawing. Worse still, I've been digging all my old junks ( designs ) out and slowly flip them one by one and laugh at some of my old designs that I designed during my lower secondary ( form1-3 ). I remembered there was once that I eliminate many of my old designs that I designed in form 1 becoz it is just too rediculous!! LOL. Anyway, I still keep some of them and still laugh at them but it is still a great memory of how I used to think of ideas those days.

Form 2 designs ( sorry, until today I'm still not perfect in my drawings )
form 5 designs
form 5 designs
form 4 or form 5 ( cant remember )
Alpha ( hahaa, I dunno why I personally like the left one )
Alpha

Ahhh.. yes, I sort of stop designing during the end of Alpha and Beta. Seriously, sometimes when you don't have the idea, you can't design or else it turn out to be a design that you dislike.

ANYWAY

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

May this christmas brings us joy and happiness for the coming years :) For lovers, may you be bless with all the love around and happy forever.

Bridal Gown

Sorry for the blur pictures, u know la.. I'm using my lousy Nokia hp ( konon 2megapixel) to capture these pictures, so dun mind the bad quality hah.. :P I wouldn't say all these below are the nicest ones, but some of them are my favourite. Well, different person will have different taste ma. :P

p/s: It's really blur so u might not see the patterns in detail.

Pictures

Since "someone" mentioned that I must posed at every decorated shopping complex, I shall post up the amount of pictures I actually took to prove that I am free from all charges. LOL.

Who can resist the temptation not to pose at Mid Valley's christmas decorations?! At least I did not posed at every single part of the stage okay...

Decorations at MP's Living Cabin with my darl Val.
Okay. I am so gonna tell you this. I love The Garden's washroom!!! Look, it has a mirror behind where you can see the reflection of ur back while looking at the front mirror. This designer really knows what girls really want. Alex's friend who works part time in The Garden told me that they are going to charge RM5 per entry in the future. Wow.. what kinda washroom is this? Toilet bowl and sink made of gold? hehehee.

There you go, two future tandas money collector of The Garden. Yin and Yang... :P

My final pose at decoration in shopping complexes.

See, it wasn't as much as Alex said okay. He just exagerrate ( I can never spell this ) the whole scene. With that, Adelene pleads not guilty and free from all charges. :) winks

My Life as a ....

This man above is a Malaysian who is currently working at Manhattan, New York as a Senior Art Director. What's weird is that he graduated with a Bachelor Degree in Journalism and currently he is a senior art director in Manhattan! For now, I sense a golden hope where one day I might get the same opportunity as him to work as a fashion/art/creative director for any major companies.

“I knew I had to get people to notice me. I talked to the creative directors and art directors and told them of my ambition, but that wasn’t enough. During my downtime, I drew caricatures of my colleagues and turned them into personalised screensavers. That created a big buzz for me; everybody wanted one of my caricature screensavers. The CEO and owner of the agency, Dick Tarlow, sent his personal assistant to find out who I was. Then came my big break when one of the art directors went on maternity leave. I was asked if I was interested in assisting the group since they were short-handed. I jumped at the chance.” - Yeweng Wong.

How I wish I could be like him, how I wish I have the determination like him. Oh wait, I still have. I haven't actually gave up on my dream to be a fashion designer, however as time pass, I feel that maybe I might venture as creative art director, advertising, perhaps marketing in companies that revolve with the fashion and beauty industry. I always love this industry, it may be a tough and rocky journey full with obstacles and surprises, but this is what I really want to do since I was 12. I knew that I wanted to do this... I knew. Perhaps taking up International Business isn't a really bad choice after all, at least I gain knowledge about business before I step into this industry.

Anyway, I will be having my internship in June 2008. I'm still struggling which company I actually wanted. What makes it worse is that most of the companies that I have in mind are all in KL but my parents prefer me to stay in Melaka. I do understand of the difficulties that I will faced in KL and I know that they are just concern about me. Yes, transportation is already a big problem, not forgetting accomodation and expenses. But mommy, I wanna experience the lifestyle in KL before I really settle down and work there. I know it will be hard, but I really want to do my internship in companies that I'm interested in. What we have in Melaka? Infeneon, Mammee. Sorry to say I really do not have any clue about semi conductor or manufacturing and I do not want to work in companies like that where I have absolutely no idea about their company. Mum said I can learn about the company as time pass. I know, but I have no interest about that company at all. For once I really wanna fight for my rights, I wanna do something that I'm interested in, I wanna do my internship in companies that I like. I don't think I will put 100% effort if I work in companies that I dislike. Melaka will be my last choice, and we will see about that.

People, if you guys have any great suggestion on how to persuade my family and settle most of my problem, do leave a message okay?

How Bad Can Your Life Be?

My life sucks!

Why are all the terrible things keep on happening on me!!

PLEASE Give me a peaceful life!!!

Nothing more than that!!!!

One after another, even the past problem haven't completely settle and now comes another one? Parents just got back from India and my "welcome gift" was got scolded by my dad coz suddenly out of soooooooo many days, the pc couldn't on. Yes, I got scolded for using it for the past few days. My fault, yeap.. maybe. U know during Sejarah we learn about this Indian god called Shiva/Siva, the god of destruction, I think I'm something like that. Whatever I touched, it'll spoilt. Kill me people, kill me. Being a parent is tough, but being a daughter is tough too! My day shall be an emo day. Pity Alex coz I'm going to whine at him after his paper. *bangs head on the table. life sucks.

Turn Over A New Leaf?

Sometimes I wonder is it possible for someone to turn over a new leaf? I know it's possible, just that sometimes I don't see the point of it. People always judge the others from their first impression. If you were once a bitch in school and suddenly one day you want to be a more down to earth person, I can bet that the people out there will definitely still have the mindset that you are still a bitch. Once a thief, always a thief; once a bitch/bastard, always a bitch/bastard. I really hate people with this kinda thoughts when one person have the heart to change.

I have encounter this before where a few of my friends were quite bitchy BEFORE, but after mixing with them, knowing them deeply, you can slowly see how they progress to be a better person, still people will have this perception about them being bitchy. Old stains doesnt remove that easily I suppose. To cut it short, what I really wanna say here is let people have a chance to change, to show you that they really change, to turn over a new leaf. Just don't jump into the conclusion by saying " aiya... now she said wanna change, you see a few weeks more la.. back to square one.". Perhaps there's really are people like that but not everyone is like that. Put urself in their shoes, if one day u decided to be nice and good to someone and people out there say that you are just acting or you will be back to square one, what will you feel?

This month I have realised a lot about myself, from the past mistakes I did since I was young. I know who on earth doesnt make mistakes right? Now let's all of us close your eyes and ask your heart, seek deep in your heart what mistakes you did that you can't forgive yourself? Frankly speaking, I started to have stupid thoughts of commiting suicide since I was young. Yea, I know that's stupid... there were times that I thought what's the best way to die, what were my last thought before I die, what my friends and family will feel if I commit suicide? Alex always scold me for thinking nonsense. I guess that thinking of all these " killing yourself methods" just make you feel worse, thus lead you to either cut ur veins or jump from the building.

I said once to myself, since I can't suicide, I think it's better for me to forget all my memories and start a new life again. Haha.. another stupid thought I know. How I wish I could just erase every bad memories I have, every sin I made, every mistakes I did which is not possible unless you take a baseball bat and wack your head hard til you lose your memories la. Hahaaa.. So I came to a conclusion which is, no matter what I did in my past, all I can do is knowing where I go wrong and then make sure you correct it and then try to forget about it. It does make you a better person, a past shall remain as past. What is in front of us is the future, take it and learn it and there you go, a better person :) It is possible to turn over a new leaf, but whether you can do it, it all depends on your determination. Let's hope I can change, be a better, more down to earth person. :) Always change for the best right?

Here are the things that I need to change:
1) Stop being so lazy and focus more on my studies.
2) Try to care things that are going around the world
3) Stop telling more lies and lies and lies.
4) Learn not to worry for every single problems
5) Learn to believe in myself
6) Believe that people change for the better
7) Try to encounter my own weaknesses.

This post gets a little too tense up in the beginning, now let me loosen up a little. Since I'm talking about myself in this post, I shall do a internal and external analysis that I learned in Business Strategic Management about myself.

Strengths:
- Arts. ( drawing, artcraft, designing )
( that's all I suppose, hahahaa.. since thats the only thing that Alex told me. )
- Creative
- Friendly? hmmm
- Good in acting ( LOL, Lydia said this! )

Weaknesses:
- low self esteem, self confidence
- fear of public speaking but not presentation ( tats weird )
- worries alot alot
- easily get influence
- can't make own decision
- lies alot
- unknowledgable
- untidy
(oh gosh.. I better stop here.. it takes me a whole list to list down my weaknesses )

Opportunity:
- great friends
- great family
- perfect bf

Threats:
- smart-ass people
- limited freedom from family leads me to be more rebelious.

LOL, now let's see how long it takes me to be a better daughther, sister, friend and girlfriend. ") winks*

p/s: don't worry, commiting suicide is totally out of my thoughts okay? lol, I'm afraid I might scare some of my friends with this post. This is just a self awareness post, nothing more than that :)

Another Vain Post.

Yes, I'm being lame again with my lame post. Warning: This is another vain post of mine. LOLX. I'm so into Christmas mood yest, so i decided to take pictures with my christmas hat that I got last year. ^_^ Vain vain me. Sorry... :P










Okay.. I think this is just too much! Too many pictures of me already. Don't care la, it's been such a long time since I have the mood to camwhore. :P

Christmas decoration in Mid Valley

okay okay! I know it's too much.. I'll stop now! and oh yes.. I'm acting cute in every frames. LOLX. My blog will be full with CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS! :) :)

Christmas Cakes.

Sorry for missing in action for quite some time. :P Have nothing special to blog about lately.. hahaha.. suddenly lost the touch to blog that often. Same goes to this post, I'm sooo into Christmas mood now!! I've changed my template for a change, put up some candy bars, a sleeping Santa, a christmas tree and christmas songs. Everything here is Christmas Christmas Christmas!! ^_^

Here are some pictures of the christmas cakes and cupcakes I got from various sites. So so so cuteeee.. I want! I want!

Santa with Snowman
3 little Snowieman
Wreath cupcake
simple and niceee
cupcakes hierachy

Pity Rudolph on the cake.
Christmas castle!

Santa in Bed

SURPRISE!!!!

Tagged by Miss Zara

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?- Alex

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?- I'll return it to the space where u put the cart at the carpark area.

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?- It depends on who and when. If just friends then more on a talker, if the person needs help then i'm more to a listener.

4. Do you take compliments well?- i'll say " dun lie la.." or " smtg wrong with u izzit?" or " I dun have any money to give u la.". If it is alex then different story, ill go like " of coz la! :P" damn perasan...

5. Do you play Sudoku?- Nope.. hahahaa.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?- Hmmm.. I may look siu jie at times, but dun underestimate my capabilities. But, if I feel that there's no way I'm going to escape, then what's the purpose of surviving then? I'll die not becoz of food or dehydration but more on loneliness and boredom.

7. What song are you listening to?- Beyonce and Shakira - Beautiful Liar.

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?- Nope, my parents dun allow me to go for camps when I was small..

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?- Perhaps.. dolls.. hahaa.. nono.. it must be hide and seek. lol. Eh wait.. if its in primary school then it will be "ice cream soda", tell u, I'm very very very good at this, even the guys lost to me. Muahahaha. :P The QUeen of Ice Cream Soda.

10. If a person you really liked was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you?- Hmmm.. it's bad to break peoples family because I would never like a third party to come and break my family.

11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?- I am now :) as long both of us believes in our religion, tats fine :)

12. Do u like to be pursued or vice versa ?- Well well.. ntg in particular but I still like to be pursued. Honestly, I never been pursued by any guys before u know. :P

13. Use three words to describe yourself.- paranoid, dumb, friendly

14. Do any songs make you cry?- nope when I'm in a happy mood.

15. Are you continuing your education?- Yeap.. most probably taking MBA.

16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?- I dun think so unless water gun? :P

17. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you'll grab?- Purse ( IC, driving license, cash ), HP, my important documents ( eg passport and stuff ), and my dog jay jay. :P

18. How often do you read books?- Not often... it depends.

19. Do you think more about the past, present or future?- sad to say I alwiz wish to think more about the present and future, however my mind can't stop me from thinking od the past.. those kisah kisah silam.

20. What is your favorite children's book?- I love Enid Blyton when I was young..

21. What color are your eyes?- black

22. How tall are you?- oh my oh my! Im so proud of this.. Im 170cm! well, I dun think it's tall now.

23. Where is your dream house located?- A balinese inspired house by the beach or mountain where the view is spectacular!

24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?- Yes if u consider the booth where it takes ur Passport picture, No if u consider those sticker booth.

25. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?- It's too dear for me to have a meal there, so NOPE.

27. Do you like mustard?- Yeap esp on hot dogs.. yum yum!

28. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?- Both! If we have good food, then EAT!! Itadakimasu!!

29. Do you look like your mom or dad?- " wah.. ur daugther ah?? macam u je eh Yeo (my dad), like photostate only", guess the answer then.

30. How long does it take you in the shower?- 15minutes.. but if I'm in a bath tub... HOURS! :P

31. Can you do the splits?- Nope.. never did

32. What movie do you want to see right now?- Nothing..

33. What did you do for New Year?- at home every year.

34. Do you own a camera phone?- Yeap..

35. Was your mom a cheerleader?- Nah, but she said she was a softball captain. Hahahaa.. dad and I alwiz make fun of her about this. LOL

37.How many hours of sleep do you get at night?- usually 6hours on weekdays, 12hours on weekends :P

38. Do you like care bears?- Well.. they are cute..

39. What do you buy at the movies?- Usually i dun buy but I love popcorns for movies.

40. Do you know how to play poker?- someone teach me. i'm so dumb at it.

41. Do you wear your seatbelt?- Yea.. to avoid kena saman, when avoid saman, we can avoid bribery.

42. What do you wear to sleep?- Big T and shorts

43. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?- Hmmmm... thinking thinking..

44. How many meals do you eat a day?- 2-3meals

45. Do you always read friendster bulletins?- sometimes.

46. Do you like funny or serious people better?- FUNNY!! serious people are a little boring..

47. Ever been to L.A.?- Nope, no worries, I'll be there one day..

48. Did you eat a cookie today?- nah

Sunblock?

Izzit really essential for a girl to take good care of their face? Wake up an hour earlier just to wash our face, apply toner, apply sunblock ( with UV protection ), and all sorts of creams? Take another one hour to prepare before going to bed by cleansing ur face again, apply toner, apply mask and night cream?

So much for being a "girl", I'm not that kinda girl that will go through all those process just to get a perfect skin. I do concern how I look everytime, call me a vainpot if you wan; but i'm such a lazybum. Furthermore, I loathe when my face get sticky after applying all those creams. Yea, lame lame reasons.. I know. I also know that in order to get sparkling, fair, tender skin, we girls have to put an effort to it ( by applying those creams and sunblocks ).

As far as I concern, I'm still very proud of my pimple-free skin even without much help from creams or any cleanser. However, the downfall of my skin is I started to have dark spots on my cheeks. Not many but still it is something there which is not a good sign. Hence, after much consultation from my beloved best friend, Val; I've decided to take a step foward and use sunblock whenever I go out. ( now, let's wonder how long this routine will last, as I remember, I never finish any creams that I bought last time.. not even half the bottle. :P )

Autumn/Winter Fashion.

Don't You Just Love Winter/Autumn Fashion?

Unfortunately, the weather in Malaysia doesn't allow me to dress like this under the blistering hot sun. Wearing a knitted sweatshirt to class will leads many eyes staring at you wondering

" what the hell are you wearing at this hot weather!"

" helo? CLC is damn freaking cold okay.. there's a reason behind every act"

However, I have to admit that it seems a little bit insane to wear such a thick material blouse in Malaysia.

Sizzling Blood Red coat will never fails us to look sizzling HOT!!!

Perhaps looking cool walking down the street during a chilly cold night?

Or you can choose to look bubbly cute in pink and yet trendy at the same time! :)

Gosh! I'm a winter/autumn clothing lover! MUaxxxxx!

ExploraQuest!

I never take part in any treasure hunt/amazing race/fear factor kinda adventurous games since ages ago. This time around, I participated in the ACCA Exploraquest competition. Initially, most of us have the mindset that this will be like another treasure hunt or amazing race kinda race where we have to run like crazy, search for clues, eat disgusting stuff and so on. On the contrary, this quest is indeed opposite than what we thought.

We get to learn a chinese tea ceremony. Look at Siraj's mouth... hope his saliva doesnt drip into the teapot. LOL.

We have to eat 1KG of CHICKEN RICE without any chicken. All we need is soy sauce to make it more edible.

Kirks needs a suntan.

Havin our lunch opposite the stadhuys.

Kristine, Kirks,Siraj, Joanne, Me and Alex

Besides, Kirks had to eat 6half boiled egg.
Siraj was such a gentleman by jumping into the infamous dirty melaka river to get Joanne's glasses that she accidentally drop moments ago.

Two lame person lying beside the road sun bathing.

eh??!! sesat.. my dog just loves attention. Muahahaa.

"Now everyone raise ur hand, and smell your armpits.. Ewwwwwww.."

Ohoh!!! here's the competition where we need to get our body measurements. So embarassing!! That guy doesnt know how to measure at all!!! ish...

Everything ended with a smile on everyone's face :)

With tonnes of blood and sweat, we, the Yellow team won the race!!!!!!!!!! weee!! We are the fastest eater of 6half boiled egg, faster eater for that 1kg chicken rice ball and second for biggest waist size. LOLX.

Here's what we won... a trophy and a 512 pendrive each! Heheheee.. At least it's not something like chips or chocolate bars. :P

* Overall, I wouldn't say that I had a great fun because it seems that the tasks we were supposed to do is not challenging enough. We dun even need to run our lives to get from one point to the other, we dun need to eat disgusting food liek we expect to, we dun need to do task that challenge our fear. I was expecting for more though... anyway, it was stil a pleasant experience to know Melaka even more deeper. :)