Tuesday, January 30, 2007

New Sem, New Life, New Aim, New Determination!!

Yeap, I know I'm a little too late posting about my new semester. Well, not that I'm busy, but I'm just lazy :P :P Bad Adelene.. bad Adelene. When will I learn to be more hardworking?! Ish... Haha.. anyway, let's get back to my new semester.

Due to my unsatisfied result that I attained last trimester, It kinda woke me up from my big dream. Yes, like I said every single trimester after I received my results, " Oh my.. I did so badly again this sem.. dissapointed.. yeap! Im going to "pia" for next sem!! ". Yada yada yada.. Typical Adelene that everyone knows. :P A lazy bum and an ultimate procrastinator. Just like last sem, I was aiming for 1st class... in the beginning I was rather "hardworking" as in I did all my tutorial, and try my best to listen in class. However as time goes by, my old-disease seems to return. Yes, I slowly stopped doing my tutorial, didnt pay much attention in class and so on. Certainly I had expect what kinda result I can get.

So much for a new determination ya? LOL.. Can't even stay focus and concentrate at my target. What a failure. Anyhow, I'm not done yet. I think it's worth to have a second shot. Just like what I did during alpha 3rd trimester. Set a target ( mission ), layout my strategies and plan, and go for it! hahaa.. See, I still make use of what I learned in Management ok? Ooops.. forget the evaluation part. :P:P So, gambate Adelene!! Ill definitely find a target or person as motivation. Shh.. so not gonna tell who i'm aiming. hahaha. Guys jus wish me luck k? I really hope I can be more hardworking this sem. Cross my fingers*

Enough of that, now lets see what's ahead in 3rd trimester. Basically I'm taking 7 subject this sem. U r right, another extra subject. Not to say I'm trying to act smart as if I can handle all other 6 subjects within my finger tips. I took it because I have great assignment group members this time who will work their ass off, right azra? hahaha. Secondly, it's because it's only 1credit hour and I've heard rumors that maybe this is the last sem cyberpre will not have any examination. Most probably after this sem, there will be exams for this subject and I so wanna get out from that seriously. Hate exams! I know I need to work to this sem. Not ez.. 6difficult subject.. wait its 7. Now that my friend told me its hard to score in cyberpre.. oh gosh.. why is this happening to me??!! Worst of all Im having another accounting subject!! Hate accounting! Not only that, I have 2 maths subject exclude accounting which is statistic and financial management. The others are Advance English ( which is kinda hard for me coz i suck ), marketing ( lotsa memorizing ), Managerial Communication ( lotsa public speaking and debate.. im sweating.. stage fright and I can speak! ) . Doubt I can socre this time :( sob sob.

Anyway.. I'm glad to back for class. Meet all my friends again... get to kacau ppl again... havin fun again! Wee! It's so fun!! hehee.. More activities this year but my mum sounded me last week already. Asking me to cut down on my activities. I understand, she's just worry I cant manage it. But come on... this is where I learn things. No matter what, I'll still cut down my activities and maybe only focus one one or two only. :) Other than that? hahaha.. forget about it. Oh ya! another good news for me. Yesterday I was browsing through bulletin board. And guess what I found?? There's a dancing class from Aerobic Club!! woohoo! It stated modern dance. Wonder izzit those new jazz or hip hop or izzit modern dance as in latin and ballroom dance. Im so gonna join! I wan I wan!! Hahahaa..

Guess that's all I'm gonna tell about my 1st two days. :) til then... take care guys and welcome back to MMU! :) cheers.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Parents

Do you ever wonder how miserable ur life is under ur parents? Do u ever wonder why some parents cant be "cool" parents like the others? Do u wonder why some of them are being so overprotective?

Question : Why is my parents being so overprotective towards me? Why do they always think that everything they say is right? Why they are not open minded enough? Why they always have to choose for me?

Just only as I was staring blankly at my computer screen, my mind started to wonder away.... wondering why am I like this as if I a little bird still in her tiny little cage. Rarely got the chance to fly out, rarely got the chance to get her freedom, rarely got the chance to choose what she wants. I understand that my parents are protective over me. They took care of me well to make sure I'm safe and sound. They control me so that I won't indulge in negative activities. They set rules on me so that I don't go beyond my limits.

However sometimes I felt they are selfish. Selfish for not giving me a chance to explore the society myself, not giving me a hope in being more independent, not giving me enough of space for me to breath, not giving me the freedom normal teenagers have. I am 19 going on 20 this coming June but I still can't do most teenagers do. Hang out with friends at night for a drink or two, sleep over friends place, stay back late for activities, having fun or party once awhile, get back home after 12am, go travel with friend every sem break, go up KL for shopping with my buddies.. pretty sad ya for a 20year old girl?

I know I'm a girl and every parents expect their girl to be an obedient, smart and perfect daughter. No doubt that I'm the youngest in my family too which leads my parents to be overprotective towards me. I know by all means they care for me, but sometimes I think they should at least respect the life of their daughter. I'm trying not to go against their wills. For now, I felt I'm just a piece on the chess board. Parents are the one who decide where I should go, where I should move. As u all know, they even choose my future path for me, they objected my choice in desigining. Mum was more considerate than dad, she persuaded me to go for business, at least it'll help if I wanted to take desigining in future. For dad, he always want me to get a more professional job especially pharmacies. Until today, he still mentions about it. I'm suffocating now as if I'm in a small little box grasping for air.

Hence, this is the real Adelene that is mold because of her overprotective parents. She no longer stand her parents, she stills listen to her parents because she do not want her parents to assume she's spoilt or disobedient and with that Adelene.....
- Found the one that is very dear to her besides her family.
- Started telling lots of lies to her family.

Yes. I dare said I lied alot to my parents. If I said to gain more freedom, some will said it's ridiculous, some may said I'm a big fat liar who lied to my parents, some may look down on me, some feel sad for me, some wanting me to stop lying. How? I'm stuck between two side. If I don't do this I don't think I'll get this much freedom I have. Of course it's not alot compared to my other friends. On the other hand, I felt sad, disgraceful, disobedient towards my parents. How I really wish they can understand me, guide me, listen to me. It wouldn't be that bad if they give me some freedom like other kids do and I'll make sure I'll draw my lines. Now they are just making me crossing over the line. Sigh. Maybe I should just wait til I graduate to be a free bird.

As for now, I have to learn to stop lying to my parents, I have to balance up my activities and studies, I need to study real hard to attain my goals, I need to prove to my parents that they are wrong. Nothing wrong if I got a bf in University. Nothing wrong if I get to hang out with friends. Nothing wrong if I'm a little busy with my activities. Nothing wrong for me to get a MP3 player while I'm still studying. There's nothing wrong about it!! Nothing can distract you unless you can't control myself but I CAN! I have Alex here to guide me, he's a excellent guy who excel in everything. I really want to tell my parents about him but better not taking that risk. I don't want him to suffer because of me. This is what I always dream of, I hope I graduate from MMU with 1st class honours and on that very day itself I want to tell my parents " Pa, mmy..... this is my bf of 4years,Alex, He's the one guiding me all these while... and there's nothing wrong having a bf during studies period and now I did prove to you that you are wrong. " To fulfill that dream, all I need to do now is to work my ass off. I know I have lots to catch up.. need to quicken up my pace to bring up my CGPA and I know I can do it. Come on Adelene.. u are a smart little girl. I know u can do it.. just be more hardworking that's all u need. No more last minute study. :)

p/s: Just pray for me ok friends?? :)

Friday, January 26, 2007

Shopaholic 2

Sorry guys for lack of updates these few days. I'm really out of idea what to post this week because nothing interesting happened unless u still willing to hear me whine about my holidays la. Hahaa.. no worries, no more whining post this time.

Yeap, it's another day of shopping for me :) but this time I'm not alone, I'm with my best friend Val. 1.10pm - Val smsed asking me whether I'm free to accompany him for some shopping spree anot. At that very moment, I'm still undecided yet, thinking whether to go or not to go because I was supposed to sweep and mop the floor. Without further delay, I just tell my dad I'm going out and quickly pick up the broom and mop and started cleaning so that I can go out later. wink :P

So basically Val is the one who wants to shop this time, she needs to go Jusco and Li Ren ( some boutique la ) and DP to shop. Her aim : A short jeans skirt and a thights. So we headed to JJ shop awhile then went to Li Ren where she manage to get herself a jeans skirt. Upon leaving the store, we suddenly met our primary schoolmate. Ohh.. I didnt meet her ages.. let me count...errr.. i think almost 5years since I left SMK Tun Tijah. Thank God she still remembers me. :) we chatted for awhile and wanted to leave. Just at that very second, Val spotted a pirncess crown necklace that the model outside wore. OMG I tell u this girl... menggila-gilakan everything tat got to do with princess crown range from shirt to necklace. Val went crazy about it and the way she look at it with her nose stuck to the glass frame. LOL.. well, im just exagerrating here. :P:P But Val is really crazy about that necklace, to her surprise it wasnt expensive. It's only RM16.90. Therefore... she took it! hahahaa...

Our last stop will be DP. She asked me whether I wanted to go and have a look at DP anot since there's a sale going on in Padini. I told her I'm ok with it, and off we go. Hehee.. Oh My.. tat was the silliest mistake I had ever made, well not really la. Why? This gal la ( val ) kept on bringing to her place and showing me all the latest stock and design and most of them is on sales now!! Without hesitate we took a few clothes to try. We were like " ohhh...awww... owww... oh god.. oh my... its damn nice la... hey val i wan this la.. hey val im falling in love with this la... hey.. u la.. ur fault.." in the fitting room. hahaha. Everyone of them is nice, I cant decide which one I should bring it home :P:P this or that... but this look nicer wor.. but that unique aso wor.. that another one the colour aso nice. Hmm,.. wasted half an hour in the fitting trying and deciding. Well, typical girls day out isnt it? Alas, I have chosen my favourite one...the purple blouse! TADA.

cant see it clearly la.. but it's really nice :)

Val was in love with my purple shirt too but she's in love with another grey blouse. So she took that instead. On our way back, Val was like complaining and whining to me about her spending so much that day.

Val : " yerr... all ur fault la, tempt me to buy so much! "
Me : " where got le.. u are the one who ask me to see see and try try le.. now u tempt who?"
Val : " You la! said wan go DP.. now I spend more money d le. haha"
Me : " hey, who's the one who wanted to go DP and said she just wan to have a look oni ah?"
Val : " Errr.. but still... u tempt me le.. "
Me : " No le.. It's more like u tempt me by asking me to try and see le and showing me all the cheap cheap blouse le "
Val : " Ish.. I shouldnt buy tat necklace la... sigh.. now i left RM15 for the whole month, oh no.. i forgot.. I still owe LHH RM10 for top up... oh noo.. means i left RM5?? :( sob sob"
Me : " hahaha.. nvm la... at least u got all the nice nice stuff rite?"
Val : swt
Me : Laughing.. hahaha.

- end of the girls day out :) grins*

p/s : actually i really like my tat purple blouse.. wanted to find that kinda blouse and its on sale! 50% discount.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Shoppaholic!

That's right... Today is my whole day out to hunt for my CNY ( chinese new year ) clothes. Usually every year, I have something in mind for example how I wanna dress up this time, what kind of blouse I'm looking for this and that. However this year, things seems to be pretty much different. For once I didn't have any idea how to dress up this time hence I do not have a target or aim of the clothes I want. This really makes my clothes hunting a little bit more difficult. Alwiz asked myself and bugged my fren val, " Val ah... what to buy ah this year? " LOL.

Just about 2hour and 48minutes ago, I'm done with my hunt. :) happy happy girl now. So what did I bought in the end? Lets see..........

2pairs of jeans ( not branded one but somehow I like it so i bought it ), 1 dress, 1 spaggeti strap top from MNG, 1 blouse from P&Co, 1 t-shirt from Body Glove.

Body Glove is having sale now!! woohoo!! 50% discount for every item!! It's like heaven! Means it's about rm25ONLY. hahahaa.. I wanted to buy more but I remembered that my aim is for CNY clothes not any body glove t shrit for new year. So I only bought one.. another thing is I'm broke too... how sad. sob sob.

Now what is left to be hunt :
1) Shoes! probably wanna get boots to match with my dress. :P
2) I want that jacket that Chun Hwee asked me to try!!! I want!! I forgot what brand d.. oopps. Anyone willing to buy for me :) hehehe.. CH can get me 30%discount. It's RM90smtg after discount :) :)
3) More accesseries i.e. necklace ( I know I got alot ), ribbons, hair bands.... etc etc.
4) Thought of dying my hair.. should I? I'll go for dark brown.
5) Ya, almost forgot.. mayb another skirt? hehee

That's all I guess. Wow, cant believe I spend so much this time. Habis luu all my money.. I'm not going to post up any picture of the items I bought.. It's suppose to be for CNY so... hehehe. :P:P

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Extreme Makeover!!!

Dear people out there who is reading this,
I'm a 19 year old girl who got bored with her hairstyle. I thought of straighten it back, but I think I want something different for this year. Besides, my hair is too little, I'm afraid that it'll make my face looks rounder if I straighten it. Moreover, once I straighten it, I cant tie my hair or do all sorts of hairstyle that I want. :( I thought of doing natural wave curls too! However, I heard that we really need to take really good care if we curl our hair or else it'll be frizzy. In addition, I'm just got worried what I'll look like with curls, I don't trust hairdressers nowadays especially in this kinda extreme makeover. The only advantage is curls makes my face looks smaller. :) grins* But.. but.. my friends said I look better with straight hair too. What should I do now? curl or straighten? Maybe just leave it with this hairstyle because my best friend Val kinda like my natural wave now ( just a little wavy that's all). Not to forget, should I cut my fringe? As in side ways fringe? I dunno, I'm confused. Any other suggestion girls?? Need ur help. :(
p/s : I DESPERATELY need some advice here.. please girls and guys.. do leave a comment on this on the chat box or comments ok?
Urs truly,
Leh-neh :P:P

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Unsolve Mystery

I just came across Eo's blog just about " Reason Why I have Put on Weight ". It's nothing actually, It just reminded me of something. If u have read my previous post about my trip to Philippine then u'll get what I mean. Better not letting all of u have headache thinking about what I'm actually talking about.

My "unsolve mystery" is... how can Alex and I loose weight after our Philippine trip? Wait, i'm not sure about Alex, so I shall shift the focus on me this time. So.. basically I was XXkg before I went to Philippine, and I thought I was going to gain more weights by the end of the trips. Surprisingly no. Instead of gaining weight I loose weight. It's not 0.5kg or 1kg, it's 5kg!!! for me that's alot, 5kg in 2weeks, just 2weeks. Okay, i know la,if u ecxercise and work out can loose more weight rite? yaya.. but come on, I'm enjoying my trip and I still loose weight? that's like ZOMG amazing!! We ate like pig over there, had sisik(sizzling pork) for the first few days and meat almost everyday and we hardly ate vegetables. Now tell me how on earth we lost weight. Not to forget, we drank alot too... not plain mineral water but more on alchohols. Hmmm.. get what I mean now? Kirks, if u were there I bet u'll tell me how much fats in those sisik. Hahaha..

Hmm.. just today, I started thinking into more details and ... TADA! I made a hypothesis. Well, just an assumption la that I lost 5kg due to one single factor :
- Walking, Partying, dancing.

Yeap, that's it.. I remembered that we walked for few kilometres in Bagiuo just to find SM Mall ( a shopping complex, yea i know the name sounds soooo wrong.. SM. hahaha ) and that also we failed to find it because we took the wrong turn. We went left instead of right.. So, we walk for few KM back and fro. Hhaaaa... It wasnt tat tiring and we weren't sweating because of the cold weather. :) grins* Eventually, without us noticing that we already burn lots and lots of fats! hhahaaa..

Who said window shopping doesnt help? We still walk remember? it's still an exercise, in fact we even exercise our eyes. :P:P Hahaha.. the only disadvantage of this "window shopping/shopping" exercise is we tend to spend more money. (T-T) sob sob.

Partying, clubbing and dancing!! yea yea.. U know how much fat u burn when shake every single part of ur body from head to toe? Hhaahaa.. Wonder why all the club girls are so freaking HAWT! I mean hot body la... cant deny that okay.. coz they dance alot!! Hhahahaa.. they exercise every single day. Exercise while enjoy doing it. See! so yea... we party alot in Philippine that's why we burn the rest of the fats. :P:P

Well, this sounds pretty weird.. but who knows it's really the facts that makes me lost weight? Hmm.. maybe I should try it again to prove my hypothesis. Muahahaa.. So as a conclusion, girls.. How to burn all the fats??
Lesson 1 : Walk! Shopping! More shopping = Burn more fats. LOL..
Lesson 2 : When u r in a cold and nice weather country, why not take a walk instead of a cab? Not only u save ur taxi fees, won't get tired and sweaty while walking and most important u burn all ur fats! rite rite?
Lessom3 : Party! clubbing!! Dancing! For those who enjoy clubbing and dancing... Dance more! Shake ur booty booty and ull shade all ur fats away.. Woohoo!

Now who said exercise can't be fun?? :P:P

- Mystery Solved, Case closed!:):)

p/s : I know I kinda bullshiting here but who knows maybe thats really the reason I lost weight. Just try it la if u want to :P

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Future Housewife.

Soon I'll be a housewife, well not exactly the housewife which is wife that stays at home doing all the house chores but as in ME still NOT MARRIED doing all the house chores. See, potential in becoming a future housewife. Not that I like doing it, but I'm force to do it. Well, basically from all the previous entries, I didn't even mentioned about trips, girls day out or whatsoever because I'm at home doing..... HOUSEWORK. Yeap. Let me recalled what I did during the 1st week of holidays. So far, I cleaned my room, swept and mop the floor, washed dishes as usual, washed and clean all 4 dusty fans in the room ( clean as in wipe away all the dust, not jus simply wipe wipe the outside only. ), and then wipe my another room ( the tables, cupboard,cabinet ), hang clothes, keep clothes, fold clothes, rearrange my study room, gardening, iron clothes,wipe the windows... basically I almost done all.. but not quite finish yet. I have more to go. I gotta wipe my gate ( those gate with flowery pattern, I have to wipe all the small details of it and make sure its dust-free ), iron more clothes,rearrange my bedroom not study room, and alot more la. I know I complained a lot bout this because I hate doing housework! I hate dust.. but I think I gotta learn. but just let me complain once awhile ok? I need to let it go.. hahaha.. Anyway, my mum did gv some incentive.. kekekeke.. what's more better than RM100 for holidays. I don't use a single cent during holidays. Lunch and dinner free, everything free, just need to do more housework. Ok la.. better than nothing right? Heheee. So now I have extra RM100 for shopping!! Wee! Actually I just want to keep more money to buy CNY clothes, I know my mum will come out some money for CNY but this year, I think I'll use all the money she gave me, so she doesnt need to come out extra. Pity her.... have to support the whole family.

Anyway, 1 week down, two weeks more to go and wee! I'm back to a happy happy person. Go to class, hang out with friends. Hehehee.. but before that... tada... exam result.. Arghhh dun feel like getting it. I knew i did badly, hopefully nothing below B. I'm so so tired right now, just after gardening with my mum, every part of my body has soil on it until I need to wash my body at least two times to get rid all the dirt and the smell. Ewwwww.... basically that's all for today, I think my next two weeks post will mainly focused on my housework unless I have something interesting to post. :P so... be prepare... if u get bored with it, come back after two weeks ya! hahahahaa...

Saturday, January 13, 2007

I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!

I HATE HOLIDAYS I CANT STAND STAYING AT HOME FOR ANOTHER 2FREAKING WEEK THATS SSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG! AND I CAN'T EVEN GO OUT FROM THIS FREAKING HOUSE I WAN OUT I WANT OUT I WANT TO GET OUT TO HAVE FUN NOT STAYING AT HOME STARING AT THE FREAKING COMPUTER ALMOST EVERY SINGLE HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, January 12, 2007

I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!

Yeap, I HATE holidays. Why would anyone here hate holidays? Holiday is fun! No school, no homework, no work, no cracking brains, no stress... BUT... for me this sems holiday seems to be a disaster to me. Okok, not that bad la.. I mean it's bad, i'm just exeggerating here.

WHY??

Because :
1. I can't go out as in can't go out for holidays, cant go out so often for shopping, can't go up KL and Genting with my bunch of buddies. Now even my plan to Penang is cancelled.

Lene ( Me ) : Mummy, next week I might go to Penang ok? I have chess competition in USM.
Mum : So, u going?
Lene : Yeap! most probably.
Mum : Asyik jalan only.. who want to clean the house, don't expect me to do everything ah
Lene : ( swt. just kept quiet. )

So in the end, I plan not to go for the Penang trip. Sigh.. how sad.

2. I have to do all the stupid housework!!!

Yesterday:
Mum : How long is your holiday?
Me : 3 weeks
Mum : this 3weeks u better go clean the house, dont expect me to do everything. Now so free go clean. CNY coming!

Today:
Mum : Wait u free right, go clean and wash all the room fans.
Me : ( WTH!! Me have to clean it?? )

3. I'm bored.. I got nothing else to do except for doing all the house chores. Hate it!

I HATE holidays! I'm so sick of it. It's not even 1week yet and I'm suffering like hell!! help me... sob sob. I wanan get out from this house. I wanna go shopping! I wanna go for holidays! Holidays suppose to be FUN not BORED!! Why keep me at home as if I'm a bird in the cage. I'm 19 going to be 20! come on, let me out!! let me out!! Nevermind, at least let me go back for class... why do we have long breaks? few days is sufficient enough what... sob sob... whines*

Dang! Now I gotta go clean and wash those stupid dusty fan... cries*

Sunday, January 07, 2007

LAST FINAL PAPER..

Tomorrow will be my last paper, the one I worry the most... Microeconomics. I'm bad in this subject since Alpha, no matter how much I study I won't be able to do well in this paper. Sad case right? Sigh.. So I'm not putting any high hopes for tomorrow's paper though I really want to do well in that. But I think It's kinda impossible especially with my low carrier marks. Sigh.. adelene adelene.. lazy lazy gal, alwiz study last minute. :(:( regret. But alwiz like that... when next sem starts, I'll forget how suffer I am studying last minute. I need somemore to motivate me or push me or at least set me a target to achieve. Like that I'll be able to work harder in my studies. Anyway... just wish me luck for tomorrow's paper.. die die die.. last paper... sigh.. let it over, and MERDEKA! hahaha.. sem break. here I come!! more shopping, more sleeping,more housework ( :( :( not good ). I'll update more about what I plan to do during the sem break tomorrow after my paper ok? Cheers.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

New Year Resolutions.

It's the year 2007, I have never make any resolution for the past 19year. Well, I think I should start listing it down this year. :)

1. To maintain my weight and waist length. :P :P
- Not going to tell out what's my weight, I myself know it's good enough.
- No dieting but try to avoid eating junk foods.
- Exercise at least once a week.
- Do sit up every night before sleep so that I wil get rid of my tummy :(:(

2. To be more hardworking.
- This not only apply in studies but also in daily routine.
- Try to pay attention in class ( which i doubt i can )
- Try to do all the tutorials.
- Try to start revising from the 1st class onwards

3. To be a more confident person
- Im lack of self esteem and self confident. Is there a way to increase my confident? Sigh...

4. To not be so careless
- Be more responsible... not so careless... not so lun zhun.

So far these are my resolutions. Cant think much more d. Now work for it girl!