Why must this happen to me when I finally have the determination to sleep early from now on? Yes, I've been sleeping at wee hours since... like god knows when and I noticed it's really getting into me as in ugly dark circles, heavy eye bags and worse of all pimples!! *screams* Okay, cut it out.. I'm being a bimbo here.
Anyway, the actual problem here is: I have difficulty in sleeping lately.
I went to bed at 12.30am yesterday and ended up tossing and turning around my bed. The next thing I know, it's already 2.30am. Gosh! To make things worse, I didn't sleep well after struggling to sleep for hours. Nightmares after nightmares... dreams after dreams... sometimes I even feel I'm half-concious. Any help out there for me? This is so not me cause' I'm always known as the "P.I.G" which can doze off the moment I touch my bed. Now why is this so? Hmmmm... I'm thinking.. I'm thinking....I'm thinking.... I'm thinkkkkkkiiiing. Too many things running through my mind I guess.
One thing for sure, it proves that I'm not under depression. :p hehee.. cause Lydia said you tend to sleep alot when you are depressed which I'm not. So, no signs of depression. If not that... then what? sigh sigh~
Let's see what time I'll sleep tonight. The time now is 12.57am... hopefully you don't see me blogging in 2hours time :p
Goodnight Malaysia.. goodnight papi and mummy... goodnight buddies.. goodnight jay jay and jasper... goodnight baby buncit... goodnight to me.... zzz
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Insomia
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Thursday, July 09, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Officially Out of Uni
Wow! For once I'm done with my studies for good. Hello people, I'm graduating!!! =D *cheers* Yeap yeap, passed all my subjects and couldn't care much about my CGPA anymore although it wasn't that bad. Anyhow, it will be a very long time for me to hit back to my books again, that's if I decided to take Masters in years to come. So, bye bye all the text books and I'm done!
(damn~ I gonna miss all those stressful moments, hours of meetings and sleepless nights although they were pain in the ass)
Seriously, getting into University is not only for that piece of cert. It is a place where you learn, a place where you made friends from everywhere, a place where you go through joyful moments and hardships, a place where you stayed over night just for preparation of an event, a place where we learn about people and ways to deal with them (including lecturers), a place where you found love, a place where relationships among friends are bond, a place which will leave a trail as part of your life journey; and when you look back at the pictures in 40years time.... all you'll have is a smile on your face, memories that live with us always. =) I'm actually sad that everything has come to an end, wish it could continue.. despite the torturous assignments and exams; for now it's the beginning of another chapter of life where we tend to have more commitments than usual.
Gosh.. why am I being so emo.. it is supposed to be a happy post.
Anyhow people....
ADELENE HAS GRADUATE!!!!! HEHEEHEE.
Now it's just the moment for convocation.. I always wanted to throw that hat on my convocation, and I WILL make sure I do. =D
Congrats to everyone who's graduating too!! =D
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Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Restless
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Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Nightmare
It wasn't a dream... but it was worse than a nightmare. I woke up few hours ago thinking that it's already the next day, and with the sudden thought that I lost someone very important and dear in my life... How I wish it will not happen for real. You know how's the feeling like? It's just as though you lost everything, as in everything about that person... memories, thoughts... smtg like that, as if you don't know that person or never met her/him before. Zero memories of them. Now that's a scary thought.
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